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Saturday, July 6, 2019

Seeing Things in a Different Way

I look at things differently.  As hinted at in the last entry, ordinary things to other people might being absolutely fascinating objects to me.  Something might attract my eye, like a unique spot, a dent, or even a sparkle, and then I'd admire it sometimes for a lengthy amount of time, even perhaps wondering about what the smudge is and how it got there.  Sometimes I just like to look at things and wonder about them.  I might know the logic behind why they do what they do, but it still doesn't take away my admiration of the amazing things they do.

I know trees aren't humans, but I do see them in a spiritual light you may say.  I'm not exactly a tree hugger per se, but I love walking in their shade and listening to the trees blowing through the leaves.  Running water is soothing to me.  I sense a connection to them that goes beyond explanation, so I can understand at least a little what the Native Americans and even the Asians mean when they speak of becoming one with nature.

I even find people fascinating, and sometimes that gets me into trouble.  My mom used to get after me when I was younger, because she thought I was staring.  Perhaps I was, but not because I was trying to be rude, but it was because I found something particularly interesting in that person that caught my attention.  There were people who made faces at me when they discovered I was looking at them, so it may be that I learned to try not to look at people as much when they might notice me, because so many people did consider that as staring.  There were so many times I had to consciously make myself look away when I found myself looking at someone too much in the fear that they might think I was staring at them, but seriously if I'm ever looking someone like that it's because I find them interesting, and I'm studying them (in a good way) to get to know them.  Many people learn about people by talking to them, but I learn by observing them (and listening).

On a side note for anyone interested: my little project slideshow/animated diary is almost complete, and I have posted a few more.